My heart grieves a lot that every seconds of the day can't control to shed tears. I would tend to say, "if only I have the money, the capacity, and the wealth to handle them. It is totally a painful part once you lost someone you love. I even think of negative matter just to bare the pain.
Yes, they are just animals according to those who never value them. In fact would worthless to have them but as for me they are valuable for they are also creations sent here to experience life. If only I am a rich maybe this wouldn't happen.
We are just poor, don't own a place where we could say it's our property. Shall I say lending a house to live in for so many years. I knew this must be done for there is an original owner. They have the right to do what they want.
We are living in a house owned by my mom's relatives. Unluckily, cats are not accepted to them. Even threatened that they must be killed.
I admit I hate cats before but since an enduring mother came in my life have been changed. Though it's kind a hassle in everyday for must wake up earlier to comply tasks but seeing them happy and safe makes me comfortable. I should say if you learn to love them you can also develop a love towards another person. A love that can called selfless. Indeed, because for me I'd rather have nothing than them.
It's been days of searching a place for them but no one yet responded. Is it because their just an ordinary creature for mostly loves special type of breed. I could not feel comfortable seeing them behind. I don't want to see them abandon, and left behind nothing. Why is it there is such a great barrier between a human and an animal where all are God's creations. I've saw some organizations that said willing to adopt and accept them but why up to now my request been ignored?
The hours and days is fast approaching on our departure. What can I do now? They're living things like us humans. They need special care and attention too especially at their stage. I knew there is still a chance but hoping it must be. I love my pets. If only I am rich maybe I have the capacity to provide all their needs and never allowed to surrender them to anybody.
Hoping there is a hope for my pet cats....
