Reminiscing My Days

Things would really changed. As what my mother said many would attract my beauty. I was cute and cuddly. I have fair complexion with pinkish face. I was blessed with good voice. In fact I've been a member of the choir during my childhood days. Even I am stout I am tall. Friendly and attentive willing to join and participate any activities both in church and school.

After awhile my life became lousy. That time I couldn't accept changes. I used to cry alone. I felt depress when I saw someone happy and successful. Even envied my own brother. My self-esteemed became low. Became a loner and I don't want to be with somebody else.

The only thing that challenge me to move on was my ultimate goal. To reach out and share. It was my greatest dream to fulfill it. But I guess it was not meant for me.

"Our life is like a thief. We can't expect what will be. A temporary state we have. So live it right."

A Light Of Warning!!!!!

For me it was not a dreamed a warning for me.

I can compared this in the scripture in Lehi's dream and it is found in 1 Nephi 8:13.

"And as I cast my eyes round about, that perhaps I might discover my family also, I behold a river of water; and it ran along, and it was near the tree of which I was partaking the fruit."

Last Thursday morning I felt want to wake up because it's almost 7 o'clock in the morning. Feeling tired so instead of having my morning prayer I lied down and closed my eyes. Just then I saw I was there sitting in a bench tying my shoe lace. All of the sudden when I looked back I saw a creek and it was clean and very deep. Knowing myself I am afraid to saw a creek because I knew it was dirty. Lots of waste materials were there. I move my eyes to different direction to avoid.

It is a test for me how strong I am in facing challenges that comes into my life. A warning to acknowledge. To hold on what is right. Never be discourage and be positive.

As I move forward I noticed I was encircled by a huge creek. To control my fear I lied down and close my eyes. Within my mind no matter what I must resist temptations. I knew God loves me. Since our world now is full of wickedness and I liken it to a creek. I was warned not to fall down to remain steadfast. I must combat every evil forces that will try me.

Like Lehi He choose to follow the Lord. Despite of challenges remain obedient. I knew I am weak but I must do what's best for me to gain true happiness.