A Family Is Ordained of God

One of my reason why I composed is to express my deepest perception of having a family. We're here on earth to create our own family. Indeed a commandment given even before we came here.

"Go and multiply and replenish the earth."

We have Heavenly parents who live in Heaven. Before we are here we live with them.

Mortal existence is not easy. Challenges are rampant. If we can combat it we can have exaltation and that's a promise. A family is ordained of God. A task to tackle and not so easy for we need thorough preparedness.

It was my dream to have my own family. But, as I grow up my mind settings changed. One thing is FEAR. I want happiness even living in a simple life. But, what happened to our world. Many were sweep by the vain things that notwithstanding destroyed one's future.

Everyday we heard issues pertaining to family relationships. Many get married and then separated or divorced. Fidelity is such an essential aspect. But, why such being frustrated? Maybe they're bound by the tactics of Satan. To some anyway it's just a piece of paper that never be valued. It is so disgusting everywhere loud and clear that many were affected. Children are the most being neglected.

I guess it's a trend to many. A worldly topic anywhere or everywhere around. Television shows, movies or novels infidelity is discuss. Is there other issues to pronounce? It is being stated in the scriptures we need to be one. Faithfulness to one another is a key to follow. Well, people are just people never have a contentment. Easily be persuade by the craftiness of the heart.

It is not that I am urging anyone not to involve on this. I knew it is a Law. Beside, exaltation is our ultimate goal. Having a family is the essence of building the kingdom of God. 

True Friendship

I couldn't stop myself from anguish. Wanting to cry out loud to ease the agony inside. Letting go is the best answer. Forsake and move on from the negativity. I even said anyway I am just a poor girl where no one can lend on.

What a world. Where everybody used to praise the outward looks. Where they just used you when needed, It means to say many are called users. It is wrong to feel this way. It's of Satan's tactic of defiling once confidence.

I am a coward person and it's true. Whenever seems a mess tears will pour down. Can I ask anyone? What can they say about me? Longing of having a true friend was/is my quest. Yes, I have my family and my creator. I knew they're always with me. But, it's a different story. I guess better to stay alone.

I thought I found him but I am wrong. I failed and broken. Maybe I am just a poor girl that cannot be proud of. I can't lie and yes born poor in terms of worldly treasure. Even poor in mentality and immature. But, it doesn't mean I am nothing.

I am not pretty for I was stout where mostly mocked. Somewhat nerd for I don't know how to associates. Being despised for I am somewhat an old-fashioned. I am a late bloomer where fashions couldn't take it in;

So long so long and accept the fact. life must be a challenge to combat.

























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I Can Count On Them

I used to hate having a pet because it's a hassle. Fear of being harm especially they're animals. We can't understand them right away. They have their own speech, moods or lifestyle. One cause of death every year due to rabies.

My brother is the one who loves to have pets. Eager to take care of until one time his pet cat been crashed to death by a tract. He sob deeply wanting to have revenge. Gladly, our mother did calm his wounded heart. I admit despite of I felt sad about it. A feeling of longing arouse and I guess it's normal.

Heavenly Father chose Jesus Christ to create worlds, universe, plants, animals and humans. We owe a lot from them. They give us everything we need. And as for me animals are part of my life. Sad to know many disobeyed the laws of God. They destroyed every living creatures just for gain and pleasure. Some would say anyway we humans are superior than them. They are created for consumption. Yes, but not all are destined to be that way. Some animals are created to be our partner.

We must not be wrought to them. Just remember they are creations of God like humans. I can attest that if we treat them nicely they can be our best friend. They have feelings to feel, a sight to see, an ear to listen and a courage to depend us and so themselves. Whenever into trouble or sad moments they're there to uplift us in their own ways. They are willing to mourn just for you.

Since we have pet dogs and cats I love being with them. I have a fear of losing them in fact every time watching movies or news about couldn't control to grieve. Even I spent hours in providing their daily needs. I set a time for them. I knew it's some kind a hassle for it mimic other activities to handle.

Life here on earth is temporary. There is an end on everything, I experienced lost due to illness. Even mourned deeply. Gladly, I knew there is a hope for there is resurrection, Nothing is impossible with God if we do our part.

True Friends Still Exist?

I used to believe." Make New Friends But Keep The Old, One Is Silver But the
Other is Gold."

We need a friend because we're humans. Someone can lend on in times of needs. Trusting is an important factor in friendship once ruin everything will be useless. No man can live alone.

I have been through many challenges in searching a true friend. Yes, I have my mom who always there to support and lift me. But, as what said we're living in a world and of course can meet new people around. We need them to learn new things. Beside, God created people to associate with.

I admit have some lapses as used to say. I can commit mistakes but trying to cope just because of friendship. Despite of my weaknesses I tried to reach out in order a friend be lifted up. I even extend hours, minutes or seconds just to listen their cries. I am not rich pertaining to material wealth and even dependent on my mom's support but at least I am willing to be with.

I was born somewhat a loner and loves to be alone. The feeling of shyness abound my real status. Even don't know how to approach anybody. Loves to keep secrets especially to my family.

I always asked myself what's wrong with me why there are perpetrators. Hiding behind my back supposing they're true friend. What have I done? This is a mortal world and everything is temporary. Yeah, for many are hypocrites or users. Many are Just after of physical aspects. Once you possess beauty many would praise not thinking the inner aspect of a person.

It is a challenge. A challenge of life to conquer. A part that needs to conquer.



















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