Friendship Quote

Beyond distance and differences we have;

An unexpected friendship unite.

A year of communication pursue.

Despite of every troubles we shared.

I never expecting a guy like you to be my friend.

Cus knowing myself I am not in tune to.

Due to your persistent endeavor I learned a lot.

To be myself and be ready to face the world.

There were times I felt confused why you accepted me?

I asked you why me when I don’t have nothing.

You just replied I am your best friend.

What a nice feeling for your acceptance.

Yes I knew we’re not perfect we can do wrong.

At times we failed to keep our promised.

Troubles may raged cus of our temper;

but still our path will cross.

Beneath some agony of hardship a soft heart come.

to calm and lift our sorrows.

This is part of life to make us strong.

To uphold our dignity.

Let’s cherish our moments with gladness.

To welcome new steps of challenge.

Remain steadfast in every trial;

and gain triumphant.

If Only I Am Free

Reminiscing my younger days quite funny. Infatuation when I was 5 years old. Every time my grandmother came I stayed with my aunt’s home. They owned a bakery. Since I have the eagerness to learn cooking and baking everyday I used to watch and ask their bakers. I tried also accepting orders from the customers.

One day a college guy who happened a classmate of my another auntie dropped by to eat his snack. I felt so curious to see him and upon seeing his face I was blushing. I even ran to the maids room to use their make-up just to get the guys attention. Funny funny but that was me. Luckily the guy did understand me.

Years passed I got again infatuated to one of my playmate. Actually at first nothing but due to one of my friend my feelings developed. We even considered ourselves as boyfriend and girlfriend. We’re so close to each other. We even had a lovers quarrel I got jealous to one of his friend. Until they transferred to another place. Maybe because it’s only an infatuation I didn’t feel hurt of losing him. Sometimes I could still remember and even told my friends about him.

Another guy came along I was 13 years old and he’s older approximately for 3 years. Anyway during that time mind was set to be a little matured. My attitudes changed. I even quite reluctant to mingle guys. Since his sister and brother-in law like me to be his future partner they made a way wherein my heart will change. To make the story short PUPPY LOVE.

Things really changed when I was diagnosed having an anomally I decided to close and lock my heart. To be included what I observed to some relationships. I don’t know what is really be why it happened? One of my friend asked me to search a guy for her through chatting. At first I rejected knowing what will come out. Beside I knew lots of foolishness were there.

Finally I was convinced. I failed to find someone using her ID. Out of curiosity too I used mine. I met an Indian guy. He’s nice and respectful. Before hand I didn’t like Indians it’s because of their looks. Everyday we chat and getting to know more. I even asked help to find a guy for my friend. We agreed not to go beyond. I don’t know what is in me when he later offered his love. I felt reluctant but accepted.

I couldn’t expect by using the latest technology a guy opened my feelings. As if I am a kid I couldn’t explain what I felt inside. It seems I am flying and someone pulled me up. My heartbeats ran faster and trembling. There were times tears comes out without any reason. Always felt nervous and could see his face in front of me. I tried to resist but I couldn’t. Mothers knows best she said all what I felt is love. She told me it’s normal I must accept and no need to hide.

Our relationship last for 1 year and 9 months. I could say whether live or just in net we can face trials. At times I got disappointed on him. Especially when certain expectations didn’t met. Knowing myself super sensitive a simple issue turned me down. Luckily he exerted patience to understand me. He treated me as a young child. A time came he informed me to go Denmark to earn greener pasture. Not expecting deeper truths will be revealed. Months went by no emails or offline messages received. Thinking negatively maybe accident happened. Keeps on praying and hearing advices from my mom made me strong to accept what will be. It is also my motto “if we’re meant to be then end up together.”

Last year November he came back. I almost cried I couldn’t explain my feelings. I never expected he’s there again. Upon saying “I’m sorry I cheated you I am already married before we met, honestly I wanted to cry but I told myself I must accept. He also asked despite of everything can we remained friends? I answered “YES” anyway life must go on..

People can’t escape sadness and bitterness.Within myself I said never to communicate with him. I even told that due to guilt he will not come again. But I was wrong. Until now whenever he’s free we communicate. This is one of my mission to reach out who needs help. To open their minds about God’s plan for us. To help strengthen my weaknesses.

It is also one way to test my patience and sympathy to other people. Another guy came in. He is always open about his life whether bad or good. I even got angry on him because I couldn’t withstand his attitudes. I said I must ignore and forget him. Yes I knew that something went wrong but remain silent knowing he’s engaged. I knew this part of life to test our dignity. To hold on what is right. To set as an example to them.

Bondage Of Own's Agony

Whenever we are depressed we tend to feel alone.

Thinking all the sad memories and felt useless.

Allowing no one could enter your door.

As if you're nobody and none sense.

Every time tears will fall without reason.

Feeling hesitant to face someone.

Struggling own's sense to realize the truth.

Unusual feature captivate within you.

Heartache any aches are some reasons.

To a person who are weak.

But to think negative vibes can destroy us.

That can ruin own's destiny.

Beneath our soul show up high.

To build up strong foundation against agony.

Triumphant and Joy will make us alive.

Be vigilant unto imperfections to fight against sadness.

Immorality Is The Most Biggest Outbreak So Be Alert.

As what stated in Lehi's dream many people fall down to the depth of filthy water because they were carried out from the pressure of the world. What happened in the scriptures are now happening. Many ignore what is true for the sake of fun and satisfaction. Everywhere lust not love. They said they need it to cope up sadness.

The scripture says, "the power to have children is very sacred. Our Father in Heaven has given us a law that tells us how to use this power. This law is called the law of chastity. It says we should have sexual relations only with the person to whom we are legally married. This means we must not have sexual relations before we are married, and after we are married we should have sexual relations only with our husband or wife."

"Satan uses clever ways to persuade us to break this law. He tries to make us think that letting others see and touch our bodies is acceptable. Satan wants us to think bad thoughts. He urges us to look at pictures, movies, and dances that tempt us to be unchaste. He also urges us to take part in dances and to listen to stories, jokes, and music that tempt us to unchastity. Satan wants us to do these things so our bodies will not seem sacred and so we will use the power to have children in the wrong way.

Satan wants to stop us from returning to our Father in Heaven. Satan wants us to break the law of chastity. He wants us to think the power to have children is not sacred. He wants us to think breaking the law of chastity is not a sin."

Our body is precious a free gift from God. He said we will protect and care against harmful substances. We need to be strong to battle against temptations. Yes it is true since we're not perfect we can go beyond but as long we lend ourselves on what is right we can avoid.

Beside there are solutions. One way is be vigilant and be acquainted of what are Satan's tactics. We knew he's there to make us miserable. He also knew our weaknesses. Be prayerful to receive guidance. Be submissive by obeying all His laws.

As what we always said "journey towards perfection is so difficult" but as long we have the love and faith to our creator we can do it. We have given the privilege to be like Him a perfect being.

Honestly I felt the sadness now and as if my heart will burst into pieces of what I observed. Yes, I admit I am not perfect but I am trying. How much more Heavenly Father seeing His children moving backward.