Expounding Truth

Being a daughter of God we have some responsibilities to fulfill. We need to reach out. As a Latter-day Saints we have three fold missions. These are: a. Proclaiming the gospel b. Perfecting the saints and c. Redeeming the dead.

In the scriptures stated, “behold, the world is ripening in iniquity; and it must needs be that the children of men are stirred up unto repentance, both the Gentiles and also the house of Israel.” This is the time for us to prepare to meet God. We need to spread the truth to all men.

I knew it is very hard to do because me too have some weaknesses. When I was a kid I dreamt of serving a mission. I want to go in an area where the gospel is obsolete. Taking risk doesn’t matter as long I can serve the Lord. Sad to say I failed.

Knowing serving Him can be in any ways. Mind changed because I think my health can ridiculed everything. It could be a hassle to anybody if I pursued. Deciding to take another risks but as usual failed. Until such time I decided to quit.

Upon learning another knowledge I did noticed I am in. I am facing different kinds of people whom I don’t know personally. Just by modernization we communicate. It is true it’s so difficult. Preaching the truth takes time, effort, knowledge and above all faith to our Heavenly Father.

I admit I am weak I want to quit. Not only once I decided but several times. I have given my time, effort, strength and knowledge just to feed in what is right. I have been honest unto them but still nothing happened. I almost burst my heart with deep sorrows. Yeah I know maybe not now but someday. Hoping it’s not too late for them to realize because I don’t want them to suffer everlasting torment.

I knew God is great and good. He is a just God. He treated us equally. He wants to be with Him someday. He wanted us to be like Him that’s why we are here on earth. We have given freedom to act on ourselves. But as we go beyond many of us yield into temptation. Forgetting what is right as long they enjoy.

Even they did not noticed why many tremors were happening. In fact we are the root cause of it. Relying on man’s wisdom is somehow happening due to the knowledge we had. So grievous to know the truth. I have to move on and continue what I started because I knew the time is at hand.

Missionary work is essential to us. So we may know what is right. Our mind will be nourished with good hope. Our well-being will be dignified. It is the only way wherein we can bring souls unto righteousness.

Am I Quiting or Not At All?

Sound like I am super sensitive. I have slow temper. I want someone to be in the right tract. I want them to have good life. But I even ruled their life just to see to it.

It was an embarrassing event.....Last 2010 when BER month came. I never thought it would happened. A cried aloud as if I am not an educated one. I don't want to recall but since it's part so never be forgotten. My mama that time kept on reducing my emotions. My friend who was with us also got affected.

When I love someone I want him to be always in good condition. Anyway past is past.....I've learned already but sometimes due to my weakness still felt depressed.

One young lad from estranged land whom before I hate. But since I felt the love of brotherhood was upon me so I accepted him. I even devoted all my time just to guide and taught him the right ways. Gave effort just to support his needs in my own little way. Attending in times of sickness and sadness. Letting him learned extra knowledge that can evolve his life.

It took almost two years and I never expected things would changed. Well young ones now are different as if they are like a bird when out of the cage. Peer pressure is the number one caused. They tend to be wild. Once you warned they ignored. I did not expecting him to be that way. As what I knew he was a sweet and obedient lad. Since then my life changed. Some could attest that most especially my mom.

Everyday and night I cried aloud or secretly. Then on my aura turned into a strict and ugly lady. My charmed eyes no longer sparked. My body became weaker. To the point in time I decided to quit. Even generalizing all people are liars and users. My mama then said, "it's not too late......don't give up......I can still find another one."

Yeah, it's true...and I am thankful to my friend. She made my life bloomed. Once again I met three young lads who accepted me. Not only that but also my mama. I was so impressed whenever I have problems they were there to lift me up. I owed some of knowledge to them. Hoping too they won't change.

Life can't be predict when he came back again and offered forgiveness. Cus when he was lost I thought it's the end. Since we're humans we need to accept and forgive. I don't know maybe the scar is still there feelings changed. He still my youngest one. The trouble happened was a gift to me I have now additional brothers.