Forsake and Forgive

2 Corithians 2:4

For out of much affliction and anguish of heart I wrote unto you with many tears; not that ye should be grieved, but that ye might know the love which I have more abundantly unto you.

Forget or forsake or forgive? This is my usual question whenever I am down.

In every instances we face lots of challenges. We succumb every persecutions. But sometimes we felt it's over. Need space to live normally.

I don't know but I kept on telling myself even before to wake up and be alert but still I never learned my passed. I knew I am weak I easily fall down. Mistakes mistakes.......It's time to wake up. I must move on to have a peaceful mind. Leave those worries. Associates every positive aspects. Well, I knew it will end.

Our world now is wicked we seldom view the real intent of a person. We need several times to tango just to see who really is. In fact we cannot praise no one. We give our best because we love them. But unluckily it's not appreciable to them. We even take risks just to save them from bondage.

Yes, agency is there but what is the use if we relied on evil things. Path is wide going to darkness. There are no limitations. Enjoyments anywhere around. Upon seeing those my heart grieved. I can't control my tears. Worried and I wanted to tremble. Yet somehow there is still a chance. Hoping it is not too late.

I knew we need to forgive those who trespassed, persecute and despised us. But we tend to say it's difficult. I felt so depressed and wanted to cry aloud. I wanted to stay away from anyone. Why, what's wrong with me? Did I've done wrong? I did my best I wanted them to be save.

Since we have our own wisdom I could say move on and forget ill feelings. Life is like that. I must be on my own. For if we plant good deeds we can reap good harvest.