True Friendship

I couldn't stop myself from anguish. Wanting to cry out loud to ease the agony inside. Letting go is the best answer. Forsake and move on from the negativity. I even said anyway I am just a poor girl where no one can lend on.

What a world. Where everybody used to praise the outward looks. Where they just used you when needed, It means to say many are called users. It is wrong to feel this way. It's of Satan's tactic of defiling once confidence.

I am a coward person and it's true. Whenever seems a mess tears will pour down. Can I ask anyone? What can they say about me? Longing of having a true friend was/is my quest. Yes, I have my family and my creator. I knew they're always with me. But, it's a different story. I guess better to stay alone.

I thought I found him but I am wrong. I failed and broken. Maybe I am just a poor girl that cannot be proud of. I can't lie and yes born poor in terms of worldly treasure. Even poor in mentality and immature. But, it doesn't mean I am nothing.

I am not pretty for I was stout where mostly mocked. Somewhat nerd for I don't know how to associates. Being despised for I am somewhat an old-fashioned. I am a late bloomer where fashions couldn't take it in;

So long so long and accept the fact. life must be a challenge to combat.

























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