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Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Looking Where I Belong


"Kung sino man ang hindi marunong lumingon sa pinanggalingan ay di makararating sa patutunguhan by Jose P. Rizal." In the scriptures stated without our ancestors or our forefathers we're nothing.


All I thought since child my parents are full blooded Filipinos. Yes, since there's mixed marriages that's why looks varied. But I never thought it would happened. Didn't know too why I hate them? Opps, sorry but that was before. I knew we are all children of our Heavenly Father created by His own image and likeness. No racism but I guess due to human instinct we somewhat evade others.

My mama used to ask my papa when he's still alive. "Where your forebear originated? He just said Luzon area. Didn't have knowledge for he never seen his grandfather. Already dead. 

In our religion we're encourage to know, learn and dig up our ancestors for without them we're nothing. In my mama's side at least we collected some information. But to my papa so rare. Don't have enough idea where to search. Family is such an essential to us humans. It is where we are mold.

As what I used to say I am not fun of chatting or communicating others just through net or even through texting using mobile. Just a homebody and a simple living.

Do I look like an Indian girl? Someone used to say that I am not a Filipino. At first confusing. Maybe my brother and rest of my relatives.

Not knowingly my mom did wonder and she itself searching to discover the origin. I could say grateful that given the opportunity to knew computer. I knew it's a hard tasks but it's a commandment to follow. It's an obligation to fulfill.

As we keep on searching in net I was so amazed to see the result. One in common. Mostly belong to the south part of Asia. The people whom I ignored. Someone had said you'll feel sorry for it.

Recently, i felt glad someone reached out for me even

I stopped from sending them friend request because the feeling of insecurity bestowed upon me. They're rich and we're not.

I knew families is the most important unit of our society. Even difficult to connect and explore but must do. Nothing is impossible with God. 

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